Have no anxiety about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Phillipians 4:6

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Down but not out..

Well, sorry I haven't posted in so long. I just haven't really had much to say about infertility lately. I had gotten to a really good place where I just wasn't thinking about it as much. I knew we had a plan in place and felt good about it. My husband and I took a much needed vacation to Gatlinburg in February and had a GREAT time! But as we were leaving Gatlinburg and driving down the Parkway I think we both had the same feeling inside. We have gone to Gatlinburg the past three years in a row. This last trip was just different. Like I said, we had a great time but it just felt like something was missing. As we were leaving my husband said, "I think we should probably wait to come back to Gatlinburg once we have kids." I couldn't have agreed more. I knew it was going to be a little bit before we could do the IUI but now I'm starting to get a little antsy. I am so scared to do it because if it doesn't work I'm afraid I will have to be put in a mental institution. But, at the same time, I have a peace about it knowing that God's perfect plan for my life will take place no matter what. I think we are going to be able to do the first IUI in May. So, fingers crossed and prayers going on up that it will work and our family will finally be complete. I'll keep you all posted on our progress.